I decided that writing in a journal was always a good way to help clear up the mind, and Blurty is just a goofy word so i created this new journal account.  Anyways, this entry is pretty much a self-assessment, and what i have come up with.  If you really don't care about me, don't read it.

This summer has been a new experience in several aspects already.  I've been living much differently recently than i have in the past, and I must say I do miss some of the old times.  In the past I was alot more carefree, able to play all night, sleep all day.  As some may know, I was more the stay at home type.  I never really accomplished anything, but there were never any disappointments, and things could never really go wrong.  Today, I've become alot more active; either working or hanging out with my good friends.  There's alot more responsibility in the present, especially car payments.  That part doesn't really bother me.  Actually, I am looking forward to the future and the challenges that every grown man encounters.  I don't know whats been happening to me recently though, and I have been turning back into a quiet person.  I guess it's a bad thing for me to get too much time alone, because of my pessimistic thoughts.  At one point, I was bored when i had nothing to do and nobody to hang with, but its getting back to the point where doing nothing is enough for me.  I guess basically what I'm getting at is the old me was the real me.  My apologies to all of the friends I may have left behind or seemed to have forgot about.  And to everybody else, don't worry about me, I'm fine.